need i say more?  ok then.  aching and all, when i sat down and wrote the subject i remembered i had an entemans cheese crumb thing stashed away from leslie(so she in her diabetic state will not be tempted to eat it,,,) so i went and stuffed some into my mouth before writing this.  had to change into my new fat pants, not happy with that...

 well now i'm all set to write, so here goes. mom fell on the 20th, no wonder i forgot the anniversary of dad's death....
i was sick with worry about her and still mourning the deaths of joan and vickie...and then uncle hank died, monday the 5th of november...i'm glas i went to the funeral home and saw my cousins, the royer girls and of course john and sue... the validation of gramma royer being mean and nasty, and of anna mae being estranged from most of the royers too, well that was very eye opening. i has a morvelous time with pat, my sweetest freind, and with aunt lil, well that was a bit harder, but still i'm grateful for both of them in my life. no work today, veterans day, but then i had therapy and was very happy there. probably cuz i'm leaving soon (this saturday) to see leslie and her dad in fla.  of course i'll visit mom but the mojority of the time i'll be at the wolff place on the ocean! oh yeah, better pack my bathing suit!  i've had little time to miss leslie and have been doing quite well as a matter of fact. 9 months now with no  pot, my first time in fla without some??  ok, gotta go now, more later maybe!

jc